A Small Step or a Giant Leap?

Have you ever looked up into the sky and saw something that defies explanation?  Maybe it’s the way it moves or perhaps it’s shape/design is not something you would normally associate with a conventional aircraft.  Since the beginning of the Cold War, between the former Soviet Union and the United States, there has been a massive influx of sightings that, to this day, cannot be explained. According to a recently declassified memo by  Edward Tauss, the acting chief  of the Office of Strategic Intelligence’s Weapons and Equipment Division, as of 1952, the “Air Technical Intelligence Center,” the precursor to what we know today as NASA, had investigated between 1000-2000 alleged UFO sightings.  The memo clearly states that a “large percentage are clearly ‘phoney,'” while another equal percentage are explainable flight or naturally occurring aerial phenomena.

“Flying Saucer” Memo, Aug. 1, 1952

This is where it gets really interesting: the memo states that, out of the 1000-2000 reported sightings, less than 100 are ” credible reports” that “remain unexplained at this time.”  However, in the same paragraph, Mr. Tauss THEN goes on to say that these witnesses are “no more or less credible that those of the other categories” and that if more information were available regarding these sightings, they could probably be be pushed into the “explainable” category.  Talk about a guy who can’t get his story straight!

Believe me, folks, it get’s even MORE interesting!  Despite the fact that Mr. Tauss flip flops on the issue of witness credibility regarding the “unexplained” reports investigated by the the ATIC, he decides to err on the side of caution by issuing the following command: “Not withstanding the foregoing tentative facts, so long as a series of reports remain *unexplainable* (interplanetary aspects and alien origin not being thoroughly excluded from consideration) caution requires that intelligence continue coverage of the subject.”

Let that sink in for a second…go ahead, I’ll wait because I cannot fully wrap my head around what this man said either.  “Interplanetary aspects and alien origin not being thoroughly excluded from consideration!!!!!!!”  So what they are saying is that, despite thorough investigations of the reports mentioned in the memo by members of the United States Military/Intelligence Bureaus, the illuminated saucer shaped craft seen  hovering and performing gravity-defying aerial maneuvers reported by US Air Force Pilot, a man of impeccable credibility but possibly not,  could have been a misidentified cloud formation OR an extraterrestrial air craft capable of anti-gravity and interstellar flight?!?!?

Of course, you cannot have a good old fashion American conspiracy  theory without a cover-up and, friends, get ready for the TruthGasm of your LIFE! Since our fellow Human Beings in higher positions of the US Government believe that us lesser Human Beings can’t handle the truth, Part 3 of the memo implements a “shoosh” order on the subject.  It states “It is strongly urged, however, that no indication of CIA interest reach the press or the public, in view of their probable alarmist tendencies to accept such interest as `confirmatory’…”  I can understand why such information would have been withheld from public knowledge during that time period, however, the only way our democracy works is if there is transparency.  This is an age where the innocence and public trust of the American government began to corrode and this memo is a perfect example of WHY such distrust exists.  Hiding the fact that it is possible that we are in contact with an alien civilization that has evolved far beyond what even us in the 21st century could possibly comprehend really shows how much farther we, as a species, have to go and how much more we have to learn about ourselves.  Some would say that Contact would instantly evaporate the Faith of religions all over the world, however, in 2008, the Pope issued a Papal Decree stating that the existence of Extraterrestrial life does not negate the existence of God.  The Bible is the Book of Humanity and Humanity alone, according to the Catholic Church.   I am a believer that the Bible, along with it’s many precursor texts such as the Babylonian Enuma Elish, are historical accounts of actual events that were misinterpreted as acts of God or Angelic beings but were really extraterrestrial interactions with human beings.  As such, I’ve BEEN ready for the TRUTH to be told. Hell, most religions around the world ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGE that their Gods and Goddesses are ALIENS!


Dr. J. Alan Hyneck
The US Air Force eventually decided to consolidate the entire UFO investigation into one central entity.  Dr. J. Alan Hyneck was chosen as the lead investigator for what the US Air Force dubbed “Project Blue Book,” in which thousands of cases of reported UFO sightings were thoroughly examined. Dr. Hyneck was no stranger to the UFO question, as he was the scientific adviser for 2 other UFO inquiries by the US Air Force, Project Sign and Project Grudge. When Dr. Hyneck began his work as an adviser to Project Sign he was an absolute skeptic and a debunker of UFO reports.  He enjoyed being a debunker, as that is what the Air Force hired him to do.  He was quoted as saying that the whole idea of UFOs was “utterly ridiculous” and that it was a fad that would soon pass on.  He began to become a believer though, once he began to see in his work with the Air Force, what we are seeing now in the recently declassified CIA files regarding the UFO Question:  cover it all by ANY MEANS!  DENY DENY DENY!  Even if Aliens landed at the White House and gave an hour long speech regarding themselves and their intentions, FIND ANOTHER EXPLANATION!  If you can’t, then ridicule and destroy the lives of whomever is being vocal of the subject!  Dr. Hyneck once said that “ridicule is not part of the scientific method” and, as such, should not be applied to those who claim to have witnessed unknown phenomena.  He also began to change his mind from skeptic to believer when he interviewed, what I believe Mr. Tauss was referring to, credible Air Force pilots of exceptional skill and reputation as well as planetary scientists whom had encounters themselves with objects of unknown origin, of which the man who discovered Pluto was amongst the 11% of these men of exceptional knowledge and pedigree.

Folks, this is just one example, one short memo, declassified from the deep, dark archives of the most secretive and silent agencies in existence.  The question is: why now?  What happened to all the “alarmists?”  Does our government believe that we, as a civilization, are growing up to be able to know the Truth regarding the UFO Question?  It is almost like being a child and believing for years and years that all of those presents under the Christmas Tree were left by an overweight burglar with exceptional stealth skills and magic flying reindeer….the only difference is instead of flying reindeer we have weather balloons and instead of Santa we have Crash Test Dummies….

To me, these declassified papers are a step in the direction in which EVERYONE knows whats next!  Too many of our friends or friends of friends have quietly snuck down the steps late Christmas Eve/Early Christmas Morning to catch a glimpse of Santa leaving the presents, only to see Mom and Dad whisper-arguing over which bow matches which wrapping paper.  We all heard the story or maybe we even seen the Truth ourselves…whether or not these declassified memos and reports are a step toward full Extraterrestrial Disclosure or just a smoke screen to occupy us Wing-Nuts in the tinfoil Hats, one thing remains True: no matter what people say, how badly you are ridiculed or how much credibility you lose amongst whomever,  once you see it, there is no going back…once you see it, you can’t be anything else other than a Believer!


KA Message to the Citizens of Kulpmont

I am an avid learner and student of history, especially local.  After much research, it seems to me that not since the political Golden Years of Kulpmont, where great men like Bambi Miriello walked the floors of City Hall, have the voters been presented with such extremely dedicated men in an election. Kulpmont is on the crux of a paradigm shift, the likes of which has never been seen before.

 You are presented with a man like Bruno Varano who, for the past 24 years, has dedicated his very existence to Kulpmont and the wellbeing of the Citizens who reside within.  Love him or hate him, Bruno will go down in history as one of the greatest and most influential men this borough has ever had.  As they did with Bambi, by re-naming Mike Terry Stadium to Miriello-Terry Stadium, they someday will do in memory of Bruno.  I have joked with him by telling him “Hell, at the very least, someday people may be able to sit upon the ‘Bruno VARANO Memorial Park Bench.'”  Since his very first campaign, in which he signified a paradigm shift in its own right by beating Bambi for a seat on the Council, he has been THE ONLY citizen who has had the patience and dedication towards the betterment of our community to stand up EVERY SINGLE TIME, climbing the ranks to become our current President, a position he has held for many years.  To sum it all up: he’s been heralded as one of Kulpmonts Greatest Natives Sons; he’s been trashed on the front page of the News Item.  He never allowed the negativity to get in the way of doing what was RIGHT for the borough.  He is a man that I have admired my entire life and it is an honor to be campaigning along side this living legend.  

I’ll be honest, if you had asked me 3 months ago if I would ever considering entering the very public and heavily scrutinized realm of politics, I’d have flat out said no effing way.  I thought I was finished; my name soiled in the media amd i truly believed that, despite the overwhelming evidence proving the conspiracy against my daughter and I, the Court of Public Opinion had sentenced my name to death.  It was not until the true mindset of our local democracy showed it’s true colors…”if you want your voice to be heard, run for council!”  Hearing that over and over and over really drilled into my head that we, the people, have been kept silent for far too long!  Why is it that, in order for my voice to be heard, I NEED to be elected to office?  Then my mind opens to older, much more broad questions that have been stirring for years:  why is it that we elect leaders based on what THEIR views are instead of the leaders asking the PEOPLE what THEY want?  When you scale the position I am in down to the local level, it doesn’t matter how popular I am with the populace or how many ideas they give for me to bring before the council…what it boils down to is building and maintaining a positive and reliable rapport with my fellow councilmen.  All motions must be approved by a majority vote. In this case, at least 4 out of 7.  So being a rogue does me and the people no good.  Lucky for me, I have experience working with other members of a political body.  It doesn’t hurt that I’ve been blessed with such unique charisma and killer personality…in all honesty, when ya boil it all down, what ISN’T there to love about Joey Mac? Haha.  All joking aside, I am one of the most open minded and tolerant people you will ever meet.  Even to the naysayers and the people who will not support me in this election, all the way down to the ones who can’t stand my guts and say bad things about me…i may not agree with your opinions nor do I have to like you, however, it is your right to have them and i would defend to the death your right to it!  I am fair, balanced, dedicated, diligent and eager to learn all sides of the debate.  It is the duty of every citizen to be as well informed about as much as they wish to take on.  Too many people make their argument fit the evidence when they should REALLY be following  the evidence and THEN form their argument.  I will go into more depth in regards to the rhetoric aspect in another blog but for the purpose of this subject, I hereby declare, starting with my fellow citizens of Kulpmont, that I am THE true Candidate of the People. While I do have plans regarding certain things, such as the Kulpmpnt Borough Citizens Unite! Community Roundtable, I plan on basing every vote I make as a Councilman, based on the feedback and input from YOU, the good people who would be so kind as to elect me to serve you!  I am not promising to be any kind of savior and , rest assured, I will not be able to please everybody every time, but the process isn’t about pleasing everyone at once. It is about hearing ALL sides of the debate and which ever side is backed by more convincing arguments is the side that I will vote in favor of.  I need you all to put some trust in me and believe that I will be fair and impartial while making the decisions I make.  This process I plan on  introducing to how the system works is a TRUE Experiment in Action but It can only be successful if we All come together and MAKE it work! It has never been done before in Kulpmont and, just off The top of my head, in the USA…EVER!  The only way we will fail is if we allow ourselves to.  The future isn’t just in my hands….it is in ALL OF OUR HANDS!  

Casting your vote on May 16th, 2017, is, as far as Kulpmont and it’s governmental future is concerned, the most IMPORTANT thing you can do for ALL OF US!  Let’s not allow the same shenanigans that happened last Borough election happen again.  There is only ONE Write In Choice, whether you are Democrat or Republican and that is Bruno VARANO, a man who has humbly accepted your nominations and elections to the Kulpmont Borough Council for over 2 decades!  If it aint broke, don’t fix it!  

As far as myself, Joey McGinley Jr, is concerned, you need to know this: OF the PEOPLE, BY the PEOPLE and FOR the PEOPLE! My Platform and Campaign and, God willing, seat on Kulpmont Borough Council, isn’t JUST about me…it is about EACH and EVERY one of you! We can make this work, folks, but we cannot get our Voice back if WE don’t TAKE it back! My way of governing is Revolutionary and we can all be a part of it!  I have the experience, I have the diligence, I have the intelligence, but most importantly, I have the fortitude to bravely go where no man has ever gone before because, in a world where such nouns such as Status Quo, Normal and Conventional, exist, it is up to someone like me to go against the grain, ESPECIALLY if it will significantly impact the PEOPLE I serve and their children and, God willing, many more generations to come! I am unconventional in many ways, but, nowhere is it stated that unconventional is a bad thing!  

Hell at our Door Step

The year is 2017.  It is a time if civil unrest in the United States.  People are taking to the streets and flooding the airports  in protest of President Donald Trump’s executive order enhancements, which essentially bans all Citizen coming in from a list of 7 countires established to be “terrorist hotbeds” by former President, after 8 years of waiting for the change we were supposed to believe to only get stuck paying for the whole tab, recent Entitled Millennial Hipster  Establishment martyr, Barack Obama in 2015.

Flogging the Bishop of the Entitled Millennial Hipster Establishment are a largely overlooked yet tirelessly devoted network of  highly trained and but not easily noticed coffee haus hipster agents.  These guys are what Orwell was referring to when he thought up the Thought Police.  Not very subtle, huh?   What are these undercover tolerance vigilantes trying to accomplish?  “Everyone deserves a chance.”  They will often refer us back to the days of Emma Lazarus where the huddled masses yearned to breathe free.  Ellis Island and it’s fellow Immigration centers weren’t exactly pushovers.  According to History.com, “New arrivals could also face rejection if they were anarchists, had a criminal record or showed signs of low moral character.”  it also goes on to say that while approximately 12 million people passed through Ellis Island, about 2% were turned away.  To the naked eye, 2% may not seem like much, however, 2% of 12 million is 240,000 people!  Let that soak in for a second.

We are America.  This land was, indeed, built by and for our immigrant ancestors.  Everything we have now is due to the hard work, dedication and collective mindset that our ancestors put forth in hopes that future generations would benefit from it.  Indeed, we have in the past, currently and into the future, stood on the hallowed ground our fore fathers raised from the dirt to show the world that, together, we can make the best in the world!  Our buildings were the highest, our scientists the brightest, our space program the most advanced, our military the best trained and equipped.  America was made great not by the Senators or Supreme Court justices or Presidents who are commonly associated with the advancement of the American Idea, but by the blood, sweat and tears of every single American citizen binding together to ensure that ALL Americans were not hindered in their Rights to Life, Freedom and the Pursuit of Happiness.  When the American people bound together in the past, it was due to injustices or inequalities being improperly bestowed upon Americans or the American way of life.  We bound together against issues affecting AMERICAN’S! If you look at your lives today and can honestly tell me we don’t already have enough going on here within our own borders to take care such as homeless Vets, starving children, inadequate educational tools, unemployment, our infrastructure is crap.  Imagine taking half of the $3 Trillion that is given to the Defense of America and using that to better educate our children by providing them with better text books and science equipment and musical departments aren’t forced to shut down.  The Vets, who performed their duty all day, every day, for years, to ensure we are all safe, could have his dignity restored by being given a home for his service to America!   We could focus both eyes of Lady Justice to within in order to protect and ensure the equality given to every single American of any race, gender or creed. When danger came knocking, whether it tried to goosestep, banzai or SI!SI!SI! through our front door, the people had no problem giving them the boot because it put the lives of American’s at jeopardy and , believe it or not, there was a time when the government truly cared about the safety and well being of the Citizens.  We wouldn’t have Medicare or Social Security or Food Stamps if not for the caring nature of these previous generations.

President John Adams, a Founding Father, signer of the Declaration of Independence and a critical mind when drafting the United States Bill of Rights,  signed into law in 1798 the Alien and Sedition Act, which allows immediate imprisonment and/or deportation to any person considered “dangerous to the peace and safety of the United States” and any citizen of a hostile nature during times of war.   It was also used by President Franklin Roosevelt to justify some of his actions during WW2.  This act was put in place to ensure the safety and security of every single American citizen.  Americans should not have to go to bed at night or go to the store or to the theater with their children, worrying if some foreign national is going to walk in with a vest full of TNT and blow everyone and everything sky high all in the name of their “god.”   These groups, who’s representatives and leaders are high ranking Islamic clerics who are encouraging violence and terror tactics against the western world, namely the United States.  These men are the equivalent of Bishops in the Catholic Church, and they are giving their followers the “word of Allah” to commit these tremendous acts.  You cannot vet the mind of a human being.  There is absolutely no way to tell if the person you just checked in at the airport claiming to be a Syrian refugee is telling the truth or, after months of drilling their cover into their brains, is a sleeper agent of one of the several Islamic terror cells who’s sole purpose is to destroy America!  In terms of the Alien and Sedition Act, which is still in affect today, this religion, based on the very public statements and threats made by these high ranking Islamic clerics, they have issued a fatawah that calls for jihad aka a Holy War against the United States!  How are we then supposed to be able to tell which of these refugees or Visa holders from the countries listed above or anywhere for that matter, are soldiers of a foreign enemy or not?  During WW2, President Roosevelt, who was popular enough to be the only 4 term President, enacted Presidential Orders 2525, 2526 and 2527, which restricted the entry and naturalization of ANY Japanese, German and Italian immigrants.  “But Joey, the War was being fought over in Europe and the Pacific, why did he do that?”  First off, a Nazi spy isn’t going to tell Immigration that he is there to sabotage Ft. Dix.  Secondly, it was done for EXACTLY that reason you mentioned…the war was in Europe and President Roosevelt, while not my favorite man in history, didn’t want the War being brought here to see innocent Americans die.  That is what President Trump is doing!  Ensuring the safety and security of ALL OF US!!!   “But, joey, we have bad people that are already here that are considered terrorists too.”  Indeed, we do have people in this country already that would see harm come upon any and all of us.  In fact, right now one of these violent murderers could be planning a mass casualty attack within our own borders.  Try this: read this article with a house full of children you are responsible for…you cannot focus on both.  it is either the article or the kids.  Both require your undivided attention in order to properly justify your responsibility.  This is what the United States Government is tasked to as long as we allow our borders to be unregulated.  We have one eye looking out and one looking in.  I agree, there are threats within our borders that require the full and undivided attention of our federal government. However, as we noticed in our little exercise above, it is next to impossible for one eye to be out and one to be in, as such, we cannot take care of the problems within to the full extent of the law because we are devoting half of our resources to ensure that no NEW threats come in.  Imagine how safe, economically sound  and culturally stimulated we could be if we could take out our enemy like in the old days and not have to worry about suicide bombers and fully fueled 747’s being used as Weapons of Mass Destruction?!  Also, remember, the terrorists on 9/11/01 were not trained abroad and then sent here to await their orders.  They trained in America!  These men received all the training and resources needed to commit the worst act of terrorism on United States soil HERE in the United States!  So, for those who claim that letting these people into America is the right thing to do even though we are opening our entire infrastructure AND Innocent American Lives, go to any  Fire Department or Police Station in New York City and ask them about their fallen Brothers and Sisters that ran into those burning building, with no regard for their own safety, in order to do the job they trained to do which was to rescue people trapped in the hot, smokey offices and stairwells.  Time after time,  group after group, these Fire Fighters and Police, gave their lives trying to help those who were in peril.  Hundreds of tons of material came crashing down on top of them, crushing their bones, mangling their bodies, in some cases, the fire turned them to ash.  Many were not fully recovered or recovered at all.  In the end, it will be the First Responders who’s lives will be on the line next time…and the way you children, with your posters and fancy chants, would have it, there absolutely WILL be a next time!  Let’s leave it up to Men and Women who lost their worlds on a day that most of you were either not old enough to remember or too ignorant minded to care anymore.  Let’s leave it up to the First Responders and volunteers and EMTs from all over the country who got to NYC as fast as they could to sort through the rubble for any survivors and the bodies of the fallen.  America has done exactly what I believed it would 16 years ago:  There wasn’t a house not sporting an American Flag.  Cars had flags on them.  Everyone was so kind and got along so well.  People were forced to open their eyes and watch, on LIVE TV, just how fragile and at-risk we were.  They saw how simple life could end by watching on LIVE TV THOUSANDS of innocent Americans incinerated in a giant ball of fire or crushed to death my the hundreds of tons of debris and steel came crashing down onto of them.  Even years after, First Responders were dying as a result of breathing in the fine dust particles that enveloped Manhattan Island for weeks!  Life was a precious commodity back then…but slowly, over time, things began to change.   Obama preached “Change we could believe in.”  America did not need change. Just like in that Home Alone movie, “keep the change, ya filthy animal.”  America needed to be inspired.  He did that, alright.  Inspired us to separate into groups and categories and labels….just another reason for Hatred and Negativity to make a comeback.  Like i said above, I can’t even swat a fly without some group protesting violence against insects!  We allowed a bunch of children and ignorant adults to hide under the guise of “tolerance” and allowed our front door open to any and all….but not noticing that “any” and “all”  have bad, bad things wrapped up within them.

“That was almost 20 years ago, Joey. Nothing has happened since. Look at Pearl Harbor…one time they attacked and that is it.”   We didn’t fight the Japanese for 20+ years.  We ended their raiding parties quick enough and when they refused to surrender, we showed them the full brute force of  America!  We had balls back then. Now, you can’t swat at a fly without some group protesting violence towards insects!

In closing, I ask you to remember, not just those men and women who we all watched die in an instant on 9/11/01, as those planes crashed all over the Eastern seaboard, but to remember the way we all bound together as one Nation, to make sure nothing like this could ever happen again.  Remember the close ups of the towers burning and those people stuck up on the highest floors, waving white clothes in a vain attempt to illicit rescue.  They decided that jumping 90+ stories to the ground would be a quicker and less painful death than burning alive hundreds of feet above the street.  Think, as they fell so quickly, 80 floors, 70,60, 50, that those people had lives.  They had fathers and mothers and brothers and sisters and friends and children…Their only crime was showing up at work that day to earn their American way of life.  Then our soldiers marched to the deserts to bring down a despot and open the doors to freedom for these people.  we stayed so long, not as conquerors but to protect citizens and train new officers and soldiers to be able to do it for themselves.  Our soldiers did the best job they could whether you were for or against the war.  Our soldiers gave up everything, many gave up their lives, to help cool the embers of hatred toward the West, despite the unfavorable outcome of anarchy running rampant in those parts now.  It was the right war against the wrong enemy.  Call it a religion.  Call it an ideology.   Call it whatever you want.  The bottom line here is the institution known as Islam has declared War against America.  These people would gladly grab you out of your home, into the street and publicly behead you just because you are American!   This is not about religion or tolerance, folks….it’s about War….and the only way it can be summed up is in the words of General William Tecumseh Shirman:  War is Hell….and that Hell is knocking on our door….waiting for some gullible, peace loving liberal to open it and welcome them in with open arms……

So, um, When’s the Funeral

I began TruthGasm as an outlet for Truth.  It is to be a place where theories and ideas, based on hard evidence and facts, can be freely discussed and debated/critiqued in order to encourage a constant open mind.  Judgmental, closed minded, self-righteous shenanigans are not welcome and heavily discouraged.

However…(oh, yes, there’s ALWAYS one of them and if it’s coming from Joey Mac, well, i’ll suggest grabbing some popcorn and a large soda)

I am genuinely and considerably dumbfounded by the actions and events as of late.  From a deep, personal matter all the way up to Washington D.C., something has happened that I perceive as a distinct and significant paradigm shift on some plane of existence.  I was almost to the point that the stupidity and ignorance of virtually every single person on the face of the Earth had me speechless;  of course, after 2 breathers from my emergency inhaler and long, hand rolled cig break, i came to my senses….Joey ALWAYS has something to say about EVERYTHING.  In my world, speechless is NOT an option.  Oh, and for the ones who are at this point but still fixating on the paradoxical way my brain works, ie puffing an emergency inhaler then proceeding to smoke a cig, do yourself and all of us a favor and get the hell off of my website!  Did you not read the first paragraph of this blog and/or the About section where i explicitly state that judgmental shenanigans will not be tolerated.  So get over it.  What is it you loud mouthed, attention whore millennials say: YOLO!  Also, i swear i am going to pistol whip the next person who makes me use the word shenanigans!

I digress.  The title of this article is enigmatic, isn’t it? It is making you wonder, i bet!  if you aren’t, then you can take your closed minded shenan…..ahhhhh….caught myself!  Who died, Joey?  What funeral are you referring to? To be honest, I am posting this article because I am not specifcally privy to the exact details.  As such, my fellow Truthers, we can work together to figure out what went wrong, when it went wrong and who is responsible.  It may not be the same for me as it is for you.  This will stimulate a more personal Truth that is custom tailored to fit the Truth inside us all!  I do not look down on anyone for anything…well, usually…therefore i am going to answer all of these nagging questions and calm your mind.

Ladies and Gentlemen, it has come to my knowledge that there has been a Death in the Family.  It isn’t a cut and dry death.  This is going to be a lot like a game of Clue…a real whodunnit!    As stated before, I have no body to produce.  The grave marker, however, will not entomb our dearly departed.

So….the big reveal comes, again, in the form of a question and is the unofficial designation for this case:  let us begin Operation: WHO THE FUCK DIED AND PUT YOU IN CHARGE?!?!

Seriously?!  Take some time to consider your immediate surroundings, the activities and events in your social life and, lastly, the world we live in.  Since this is my article, I am going to provide my personal experiences.  I hope they inspire you to really give yourself and who/what means most to you a good looking over.

I have always been told by my personal hero, my father Joe Sr., to be respectful to others, have good manners and never quit.  I will give you a tiny look into the mind of Joey Mac:  I live a rather sheltered life and that is by choice.  There are very few people that i associate with in a physical sense.  On the rare occasion that I am invited out or go out and invite a friend along, I usually accept with open arms.  After the many trials and tribulations I have been through over the last few years, my mind has essentially rewired itself.  in order to adapt to the various forms of trauma suffered in various experiences over an extended period of time.  During my 20 months in exile, I was forced to deal and manage relationships with people I had absolutely no experience in dealing with, ever.  It wasn’t long before my time in exile that I was a student, not an inmate.  I had a roommate, not a cellie.  All You Can Eat, every single meals prepared by professional Chef’s, not soybeans and mystery meat prepared by work release junkies who put gods only know what in it.  Chairman of Campus Safety working with local police departments, not a defendant fighting the police for my life.  Alas, all of my college credits and awards for outstanding history student and accomplishments weren’t going to get me anywhere once that heavy, loud gate slammed behind me and the orange uniform replaced my skinny jeans and polo shirt….and, yeah, i said skinny jeans…and?  I did what I needed to do in order to survive so i chameleoned it.  Observe, observe observe.  Many of the people i dealt with on a daily basis i figured out first because they would be the constants.  Words mean next to nothing in that world.  My eyes were constantly scanning the people, the guards, body language, the location and composition of groups larger than 5 and one of the first things i learned but ended up being one of the most important…when tensions are running high, keep your eyes on the floor.  Not because eye contact will get you killed or anything cliche like that.  It’s all about foot ware.  For example, i would wear these ugly ass white Nikes i bought from some beggar for a soup and an oatmeal so I had something to wear to court, however, 99% of the time i was there, i wore a pair of Adidas sandals.  Most folks, during times of leisure, would be wearing some kind of shower shoe or sandal.  The higher-ups, meaning the dudes who had the power, influence and controlled our own micro economy, these were people who always had their sneakers on.  What’s the significance here?  Rule #1  you don’t fight in sandals. If it’s going down or has potential to pop off, lace up! Funny story, I actually laced up once!  However, it wasn’t to fight.  There was a time of strife between the Whites and Blacks.  Long story short (yeah right), there were 2 groups on the block…the WHites and the Blacks.  Obviously the Whites outnumbered the Blacks by a large margin, however, the blacks made up for it significantly by being smart.  I admired them, especially the 2 main guys who’s names I will not mention out of respect for them.  Without mentioning a specific group, these guys were very well connected. I will come back to my admiration of them and how it affected me a bit later.  Anyway, there was talks of a race riot so i put on my shoes.  A white guy saw me laced up and said “hey man i see you’re laced up, good for you man. You’re with us (the whites) right?”  to which I replied, “oh these?  you’re mistaken. I don’t have these on to fight anyone.  In the rare chance that one of these coal region junkies decides to sign his own death warrant by instigating and causing a race riot, i put my shoes on so i dont slip on my sandals running down the steps, back to my cell to read.”  I said before that I had a great admiration for the blacks and that was in part due to the rapport built with them on the poker table, establishing the exile version of a line of credit and always keeping it perfect and, what I think they respected in me the most of all, I did not try to be someone I wasn’t to try to impress them like several white kid wanna-bes from Sunbury were.  I was nerdy, quirky, could take and give out ball busting, always payed my debts….and, in 85% of the scenarios, always ended up with a very large percentage of their poker chips.

The point of all of this?  The Funeral only happens if you allow someone or something to kill who/what you are.  Be aware of who you surround yourself with and never allow someone in who you are remotely skeptical of.  Trust shouldn’t be given, it should be earned.  We learn nothing by having anything given to us.  When we EARN respect and trust, it is held so much closer to the heart and much is done to not violate or destroy the bond created while building these sacred values.

Opiate Abuse: A Choice, Not A Disease


PICTURE ABOVE: Pictured above is a deadly amount of pure heroin vs a deadly amount of Fentanyl.  Now you can see why so many people are dying from it!

I am a recovering drug addict.  Every once in a while I’ll read an article in the paper about the “opiate epidemic” and how to stop it.  Let’s do this the best way I know how, the Compliment Sandwich!

The Praise: It is to my relief that this problem afflicting the entire country is finally getting some positive exposure showing the addicts and the families that care about them, that there is action being taken to HELP the problem as opposed to the front page headlines showing the Task Force and how they made another “historic” drug bust.  I will get more into the latter issue later.  I want to thank Mr. Kelly for being so involved and being the key official to bring this matter to light the way he has!

The Criticism: The big question here is: how do we solve the opiate epidemic?  From the mind of an addict, the first step is to quit calling it an “epidemic.” According to the dictionary, an epidemic is a widespread occurrence of an infectious disease in a community at a particular time. In fact, it is often claimed by medical professionals that drug addiction is a “disease.”  What the public is often not made aware of is that a lot of cases of drug abuse occur because of the prior existence of an untreated mental health disorder.  So in reality, we are dealing with self medication due to the inability and/or the lack of services offered to treat the underlying mental health disorder in the first place.   The term “opiate epidemic” is just the same as the “war on drugs;” they are just flashy terms we attach to societal problems in order to bring attention to them.  Think about it; you don’t wake up one day and say “man, I could really go for some Lupus today.”  That sounds ridiculous!  Epidemic infers that the opiate addiction is something that is infectious and is caught by an unsuspecting person as opposed to a choice that people, like myself, make on a daily basis.  I agree that it is a big problem.  The national statistic of all kinds of overdose deaths have risen dramatically over the last decade.  This is not because of some disease, though.  This is largely a result of the additives being mixed in with the heroin.  Fentanyl, for example, is an extremely dangerous opiate that has been being added to the mix.  Don’t get me wrong, fentanyl gives you an incredible rush and high, but at a cost that is as high as the rush you get from doing it. Look at the photo at the top of the page for a comparison between a deadly amount of heroin as opposed to fentanyl.  It will blow your mind!  You can barely see the fentanyl in the jar!  So, if it is so deadly and dangerous, why would people continue to use heroin?  To the average person, they would think it is crazy but what we aren’t told is that the vast majority of people using this heroin/fentanyl combo are getting much more bang for their buck, plus, since they have used it before and are still alive, they don’t even think about it after a while. The only time death is thought about in an addiction is when you wake up dope sick and have no money to get more. That feeling of withdrawal is hell! The only thing you are thinking about is feeling better. So how do we stop it? The answer is simple: quit calling it an epidemic and quit making helpless victims out of addicts.  As stated before, addiction isn’t contagious, it is a choice. Just using the term “opiate epidemic” shows me that there is so little education and knowledge of addiction out there. The public wants to help fix the issue yet praise the police departments for busting all of these dealers by using addicts as informants, thus placing them in a dangerous yet familiar situation.  The dealer gets busted, the addict, instead of going to jail, gets to go back on the streets and the cops get their picture on the front page! The problem there is, the addict is used as bait and when his snitching act is done, he is left on his own to, most likely, go back to using.  As I stated before, a lot of times drug use is brought on by an  often undiagnosed mental health disorder, which could range from simple depression to very complex cases of schizophrenia.  I believe that before any person is recruited by the police department, they should have to undergo a mental health examination to ensure that they are not being taken advantage of by the manipulation of the police department, which is no different than the manipulation of the dealer towards the addict.   I am not a fan of snitches, as I feel if you do the crime, you do the time, however, my opinion on it isn’t going to stop the cops from using them to show the public that all the money they get in grants to buy their assault rifles and SWAT trucks is well spent. If it is going to be done, why not help them?  Make part of their contract they sign include a trip to a long term rehab facility in order to do their part in helping addicts get better?  Same thing with probation officers.  Addict shows up, gives a hot urine test, he goes to jail for a few months until his revocation hearing, THEN he gets paroled to a facility that doesn’t have the best track record for success. By the time he even gets to see a Judge, he has gone through the withdrawal, has been hanging out with his fellow addicts, learning about new drugs on the street that don’t show up in urine tests or easier, legal ways to obtain the drugs they want. Going to rehab, at that point, is pointless.  They have already done the dope sick thing, they have established new connects while in jail and often would rather sit and max out their sentence than be linked to a probation/parole agency that will lock you up for even looking at them wrong.  Too much power, not enough education and/or empathy.  On top of that, the rehabs that are usually available to the penniless, indigent drug addict, are 6 month programs in the middle of Harrisburg, right In the middle of the drug corridor.  If they haven’t found a source for drugs by themselves in the first week, they will meet someone else who has the source. If you can’t tell by now, it’s a vicious cycle.

What can probation/parole do?  I know when I had to go into that office every month, even though I was clean and was doing everything I was supposed to, there was still that inherit fear; walking into the belly of the beast, where often, people come in and do not come out.  The PO does 3 things: 1) are you clean, 2) are you paying your fines, 3) come in next month.  What if I am dirty?  What if I did slip up?  Recovery isn’t as easy of a process as it seems.  Since the Establishment is hell bent on using medical terms on choices people make, I will compare recovery to a major surgery.  Sometimes people go through it, recover in no time and BOOM they are all better.  However, sometimes, infections develop or blood clots form. Then what is done?  Relapse can be seen as the same thing as developing an infection during surgery.  So, then, why should the addict be placed in jail for a hot urine test, where the above cycle will surely take place, as opposed to offering him help?  In many other places around the country, especially in big cities, a POs job is to help monitor the progress of their parolee, and help them when they are down. They are not there to bust them every single time they trip up.  They aren’t the Gestapo!  In this county, for people in that life style, it is a lot like Gestapo tactics: fear, intimidation and, of course, Dr. Goebbel’s infamous “Loose Lips Sink Ships.”  A whisper from anyone on the street who has a problem with someone on parole or probation, can lead to serious consequences for that person, no matter how untrue it might be. Believe me, I have been convicted in the court of public opinion based solely on the whispers of some other addicts who wanted to shorten their sentences.  Despite what you might here, folks, it DOES happen! The fix?  Train the POs to be more empathetic, educate them on addiction and how it affects the addict and their family, show compassion instead of intimidation, that way if a parolee messes up, he feels safe knowing he can go to his PO and that his PO will HELP him and not throw him away and forget about him for a few months.

One last problem I will discuss is the existence of Pill Mills.  You know what I am referring to: The Doc that everyone goes who uses his MD to write scripts for so many people who really do not need it.  I personally know examples of ridiculous amounts of opiate pain killers being handed out to people who have absolutely no reason to be on them!  30s, 15s, 10s, all in one office visit!  How is this allowed to happen?  The medical community is so caught up in their politically correct wording that they do not even realize that a HUGE problem is within their own field!  How do we solve this?  SHUT THESE PILL MILLS DOWN! Lock the doctors up, the same as drug dealers! They should be treated no different! To the contrary, they should be treated worse!  They have taken their position of power influence and used it to start and encourage the use and abuse of Prescription Pain Killers in order to profit financially, and from what I have heard about certain ones, in many other “personal” ways as well!  Plaster their faces on the front page of the Item like they do with all the rest! Cornell DeValle, found guilty of delivery of less than 3 grams of cocaine and was sentenced to 30 years in state prison (after 2 purposeful mistrials by the Northumberland County Das office, mind you)!  Neil Neidig was found guilty of a ton of charges related to the purchase and distribution of marijuana. He got roughly, 25-50 years in state prison. I am not saying either of these men are angels.  I did, however, get to know them in my time locked up fighting my own case, and can tell you that the sentences given to both of these men are, firstly, insane, in the sense that Mr. DeValle and Mr. Neidig got more time than some murderers!  Mr. Neidig, whether you love him or hate him, sure, was caught with a lot of marijuana, however, we live in a country now where more and more states are legalizing the use of marijuana for medical and recreational use!  Who was Mr. Neidig endangering by associating with a drug that has no negative effects such as addiction, and, to the contrary, actually helps a lot of people who are in pain or suffer from a variety of mental and physical conditions.  Mr. Neidig will never see the outside of a prison cell again…yet, in my honest opinion, he could have been part of the solution!  Marijuana is a lot safer, healthier and not addicting as opposed to the opiates that the Doctor Run Pill Mills have no problem feeding their suffering and a lot of the times, patients who aren’t suffering whatsoever!  Mr. DeValle, while it is alleged he was dealing a dangerous drug and if he is truly guilty of the crime of which he was convicted, then he should do time(I got to read over most, if not all, of his Discovery Package and to me it seemed that he was not guilty and set up by a bad person who had his own rap to shake loose.)  Mr. DeValle was offered 6 months of probation before his trial, which he turned down, because he wanted to prove his innocence. After 2 mistrials, as I stated above, he was found guilty and will most likely spend the rest of his life in prison…for less than 3 grams of cocaine!  Meanwhile, Dr. Pill Mill is out there hooking and exploiting his patients, feeding them insane and massive amounts of opiate medication, in a lot of cases where it isn’t even necessary but I am sure some of them have their “personal” reasons and motivations as to why they prescribe to some of the people they do!  50 years for a harmless, in many cases beneficial, plant.  30+ years for less than 3 grams of cocaine. Doc gets to be a public servant, a pillar of the community, a trusted and admired member of the community, when it should be THESE DRUG DEALERS serving them sentences!  Mr. DeValled got 30+ years for one alleged delivery…I wonder how many years these docs would get for the hundreds, if not thousands, of scripts they have written to patients who are in no way shape or form in need of these powerful narcotics, yet receive multiple prescriptions for them, on top of many other Narcotics that are handed out on top of the opiates, i.e. Benzodiazepines.  A lot of people do not even realize that this is going on!  Hell, many people probably go to these doctors and do not even realize that they are letting a drug dealer examine them!

There are many other options I could put forth that I feel would help put a dent in this nation wide issue.  We must be OK with the fact that we will not ever stop it.  There will always be a dealer and he/she will always have demand. Capitalism at its darkest!  These are just a few and, in my opinion, the biggest problems to overcome in order to start getting this opiate issue under control.  In some states, they have safe havens where addicts can go, get clean needles, and use without fear of retribution.  They are in the care of medical staff in case of overdose.  Maybe that is something we can look into and encourage here!  Maybe, instead of trying to get rid of the problem that will never go away, maybe we can begin to actually help the addicts in a clean, safe and healthy environment.  Promote ending the addiction but if it must continue, at least we can say we did our part to ensure that another life hasn’t become a statistic.

JonBenet: The Truth Behind the Tabloid

I was 12 years old when I first saw those eyes peering at me from the TV screen.  It was a news report about the brutal sexual assault and murder of a little 6 year old beauty queen named JonBenet Ramsey.  I didn’t know the details. As a kid, i thought it was terrible but did not understand it.  However there were always 2 things I believed in my gut: 1) the Dad, who’s name i did not know then, had something to do with it; 2) the eyes that stared at me from the tabloids and TV news had such a sadness in them.  I didn’t realize it back then, but after years of learning, i believe the eyes are the window to the soul and that little girl had such sadness in hers.  Something was wrong in her life…now I know what it was…
JonBenet Ramsey’s dad, John Ramsey, and his late wife, Pat, were cleared in 2008 of any wrong doing in the murder of their daughter because new DNA evidence found on her underwear and leggins didn’t match theirs or anyone in CODIS.. Why did it take until 2008, 11 years after her death, for this to be said? Did we not have the technology in 1996 to figure this out? What they also don’t say in the headlines is that it was “touch DNA” that was found and tested. That means it wasn’t blood or semen…someone came into contact with the clothing, possibly in the event of undressing and then redressing her after she was sexually assaulted, and left DNA near the waist bands of her underwear and leggins, like sweat for example.

So wait…you’re going to tell me that the savage and brutal method employed to end this innocent little girl’s life,  was done by  a pedophile/murderer, who was able to sneak into the house, conveniently through the basement window that was broken and didn’t lock. It also had a suitcase sitting below it for the monster to step on on his way in. Then, snuck from the basement, all the way upstairs and just happened to know what room was her. Then somehow he was able to enter the bedroom, using his apparent legendary ninja skills, grab her while she slept and prevented her from even making a peep. He transported her from upstairs to the basement without her or him making a single sound for anyone to hear. He then rapes her but leaves no DNA evidence behind except for the touch DNA discussed above. He strangles her so savagely that the rope was embedded in her skin!  Then, to make sure she was dead, smashes her in the skull so hard it split her entire skull open! Also, at some point in all of this, instead of writing a ransom letter before all of this and bringing it along, the monster took the time to find a tablet in the house and write a several page ransom letter?! We know this because a tablet was found in the Ramsey home that had pages torn from it that matched the pages of the ransom letter.  I refer to it a a letter because this was not simply a “we have your daughter, give us money” note.  This was a several page instruction manual detailing everything the Ramsey’s had to do tio ensure the safe return of their already dead daughter. Another very intriguing fact is that the ransom amount demanded was the exact amount, down to the dollar, of the Christmas Bonus John Ramsey had gotten just prior to this happening. Does any of this make sense yet?  What kind of pedophile/ murderer, whom would appear to be a professional and has done this before, is that confident in his skills, that he takes the time to find a pen and paper around the house, sit down, and write out a several page ransom letter, leaving himself exposed for several minutes, either before or after he sneaks upstairs, kidnaps JonBenet without a peep, takes her to the basement, rapes her, savagely strangles her then splits her skull open? Even to someone who has no law enforcement experience can see that this theory makes absolutely no sense at all!  The question that arises to me, and should to you as well, is : who would be comfortable in a home to be able to take the immense amount of time to do all of these things AND know where everything was located in order to accomplish his goal (I say “his” because the DNA tested was found to belong to a man)?  The DNA is a Red Herring in this case just like the Ransom was.  John Ramsey is a very accomplished man with an impeccable reputation.  He isn’t one to do something without having a plan.  If he was, he wouldn’t be the self made multi-millionaire that he is and has been for years.

After waiting for the call from the “kidnapper” that was said to happen in the ransom letter, it was suggested to John Ramsey by the Bolder Police to do another search of the house.  Wait a minute…the Police are the ones trained to do these kind of things and it doesn’t matter that this was the Ramsey residence or not.  When there is a chance for potential evidence to be found at a crime scene, should it not be up to the police to do the searching?  Remember, despite this being the Ramsey home, John and Pat Ramsey, at this point, HAD to be considered AT THE VERY LEAST persons of interest in this matter, yet, despite this, John Ramsey was still allowed to search a potential crime scene for evidence that, in my opinion, was left behind by himself.  John Ramsey ended up being the one to find her behind the door of a small room in the basement.  She was covered by a white blanket that was said to have been in the dryer, which was located in an adjacent room.  After unfolding the blanket and seeing the cold, stiff, lifeless body of his daughter, instead of alerting police right away, he removed the duct tape on her mouth and picked her up and brought her upstairs.  This is a blatant error on the part of the Bolder Police, by letting a potential suspect contaminate a crime scene, crucial evidence had been destroyed and/or contaminated…BY A POTENTIAL SUSPECT!  Had the police done their job the way it was supposed to be done, it would have been THEM that had found her, thus being able to preserve the actual crime scene and not allow any of the contamination that clearly occurred here.  Did it ever occur to anyone that the touch DNA hasn’t been matched to anyone in the Ramsey family OR CODIS because it doesn’t belong to the murderer at all?  This DNA wasn’t discovered, obviously, until AFTER John Ramsey had removed her from where the rape/murder occurred and placed in a room full of people, including police and friends/supporters of the Ramsey family.  Since the preservation of this crime scene was botched as badly as it was in the first place, why is this DNA evidence focused on so much? I wonder if everyone present at the time of her body being placed in front of the Christmas tree, had their DNA submitted for testing? Is it possible that the reason the touch DNA was found only on the straps of her underwear and leggins, is because someone present possibly pulled them up a little because they were down and wanted her to look decent or perhaps someone touched them in a manner to check and see if she was possibly sexually assaulted?  You’re going to tell me that the police suspect this phantom pedo was so good at what he did and how he managed to do everything he is accused of in the Rmasey home, undetected, for possibly hours, yet left a small amount of DNA behind that hasn’t been matched to any crime or felon or anyone in CODIS for that matter, either before or since this crime has occurred?  It was his first AND ONLY crime he committed, yet was comfortable and skilled enough to chill out, find paper and a pen to write a several page ransom letter?   First time offenders often make mistakes that are corrected in the future, if they aren’t caught in the meantime, yet this phantom moves and acts like someone who is either very experienced at what he does OR is a member of the family who can freely walk around his own home without drawing any suspicion.  The Father would’t have a problem luring his daughter to the basement to do, what i truly believe he has done many times over this poor, little girl’s life…and JonBenet told him NO!
Here is one more interest fact and an example of how the Bolder Police allowed evidence to be tampered with, contaminated and destroyed.  In the kitchen, there was found a bowl with pineapple in it.  It was later found during her autopsy that pineapple was found in her stomach, thus revealing that the pineapple in that bowl found in the kitchen, at one point during this event, ended up making it’s way in to JonBenet’s mouth, down her throat and into her stomach…it wasn’t there long enough to be digested, however, which shows that she ingested this shortly before her terrible death.  Why does this matter at all? It matters because it proves 2 points that add to the already overwhelming circumstantial evidence that proves John Ramsey is the one responsible for this crime.  Both John and Patsy Ramsey deny feeding or giving JonBenet the pineapple that night.  Ok, so then, who did?  The Phantom Pedo?  So on top of all of the crazy and, quite frankly, ludicrous things he has done over the course of this crime, is go upstairs, wake up JonBenet without spooking her, take her downstairs, obviously she is awake and alert if she is able to ingest pineapple, and before he brutally rapes and murders her, offers to feed her some fruit?  It takes time to find a can of something to eat, find the can opener, get a bowl and utensil, open the can, dump the pineapple in the bowl, then give her time to eat it… The pineapple is significant because it proves 2 things: 1) JonBenet was awake and alert when she was taken from her room , down to the kitchen; 2) whomever the monster is that did this to her, was someone she was comfortable enough to get out of bed without being afraid, follow them downstairs, sit at the kitchen table while they prepare her “last meal,” sit there and eat it with them present in the room( or maybe this is the time where the letter was written while she ate), then place the dish in the sink and follow this person down to the basement, where she ultimately met the sad and terrible fate she did.
By all accounts it is said that she was cold and rigor mortis was fully set in, thus, she was stiff as a board. The whole while the parents acted liked they weren’t sure if she was dead! In fact, John Ramsey, in an interview with Barbra Walters stated ” that is when i started to think something was wrong.”  WHAT?!?!?  So, finding your brutally murdered daughter in your own basement, head split wide open, rope embedded in her neck, duct tape over her mouth, arms bound above her head, cold as ice, stiff as a board…it took for you to carry her stiff, sprawled out body upstairs and laid in front of the Christmas tree, almost ceremonially, to figure out there was something wrong?!  Sounds a tad dramatic and quite suspicious to me. It wouldn’t be the same as carrying a sleeping child up the stairs, by the way. This little girl would have been fully stretched out, head to toe, again, stiff as a board, her skin cold as ice. It’d would be more like carrying a 50 pound mannequin up the stairs.   Seems a bit of creative liberty was applied to this story.

Here’s what I think happened: John Ramsey  was molesting Jon Benet  her whole life but now she was getting older and started to realize that what was happening was wrong and one night he took her to the basement to do his disgusting act but she said no and threatened to tell a teacher/priest and wouldn’t allow him to have his way. John Ramsey was a self made multi-millionaire. He had a flawless reputation and a perfect public image to maintain. Had Jon Benet revealed his secret, he’d be disgraced in the worst way imaginable and lose everything and THAT is why the murder was so brutal and savage…his mind set is “how dare you think you can ruin me” and after strangling her, he bashed in his little girl’s head to make sure she would never reveal his secret. As for the touch dna…that wasn’t found, obviously, until AFTER he had found her in the basement and spent time with her there and then brought her upstairs where several people were present, any one of which could have contaminated the crime scene.  The DNA is a red herring. It’s not the key to this case. There is no way some stranger snuck around some family’s property, which was lit up all over with Christmas lights, and so perfectly pulled off this lengthy and ridiculously drawn out atrocity, snuck around a dark house looking for a tablet and a pen, wrote a several page ransom note for a child he not only has killed already but was also not even hidden well in the basement of their own home, did this whole thing AND left DNA behind, but has never been, either before or in the almost 20 years since, linked to any other crime?! This murder is a classic example of a very personal kill. To strangle someone is to be down, in their face, watching them gasp for air.  Their eyes locked on yours, trying to kick, scratch,survive.  The fact that the rope was embedded in her skin shows that there was a lot of anger and hatred involved.  Strangling someone isn’t like you see on TV or in movies.  It is a long, agonizing experience for the one being strangled.  It could take up to 10 minutes for someone to finally succumb by strangulation.  In this case, it probably didn’t take more than a minute or two, but think about that.  It may not seem like a lot, but grab a teddy bear and squeeze him as hard as you can and count the second go by…it’s a lot longer than you would think.  All the while, 6 year old JonBenet, is struggling to breath, trying to plead for her life, but not words can come out.  Then, to ensure she is dead and cannot tell his “secret,” he bashes her skull so hard that it splits open…if she wasn’t dead before, she is now.  After the adrenaline goes away and reality starts to set in, John is/was remorseful for committing this heinous crime.  This is proven by the fact that, after she was sexually assaulted, the murderer had the “decency” to put her underwear and leggins back on because he did not want her found in such a “vulnerable” and derogatory position.  The covering up of her body with the blanket also shows remorse in that he couldn’t bare the image of what he did.  There have been many, many murderers convicted in this country on far less circumstantial evidence that is present in this case.  The Bolder Police are either one of the most inept police departments in the United States or there is a conspiracy between the Ramsey’s and them to focus the attention elsewhere.  Days after the murder of JonBenet, the Ramsey’s packed their belonging and moved across the country.  Their reason was because they couldn’t bare to live in the house where their daughter was savagely murdered.  In any other case, this would add to the suspicion of the involvement of one of the family members and, to the media at that time, it did; but not to the police.  In my opinion, John Ramsey is a closet monster.  The reason the DNA won’t ever match a suspect is because it does not belong to the killer but is actually a result of a sloppy police investigation and contamination of the crime scene.  If you watch any of the few interviews they gave, you will see it is Patsy doing most of the talking.  Patsy was the family spokesperson.  She was experienced in being in the spotlight, both when she was younger and in her older age by letter her daughter compete in beauty pageants in which she is dressed very suggestively and, quite frankly, inappropriate for a girl her age.  When John spoke, he was very short but also very suspicious.  When asked by Barbra Walters whether he thought the DNA would prove his innocence, his body language and his answer are both very suspect.  Instead of saying “absolutely because i did not kill my daughter,” he pauses and, for a brief second, he shakes his head, as if his body language is saying “no because i am not innocent,” then proceeds to say that he believes it will lead to the killer.  He has a chance to shout his innocence on Prime Time television, yet his body language is what gives him away.    In another interview, Walters asks him if he murdered his daughter.  After watching him talk several times during the interview, he always looked straight forward and made eye contact.  After being asked this question, he replies “no” however as he is saying it, he closes his eyes, kind of like a long blink, as if when he is saying no, he isn’t making eye contact because he is a liar. It is also interesting to note that 2 days after finding JonBenet dead, the Ramsey’s hired an attorney and refused to talk to the police BUT they had NO PROBLEM taking to the television to do interviews and plea for information on the killer, all the while the killer was sitting right there in front of us all. The entire case became a spectacle. Tabloids ran wild with all the crazy stories and theories. Patsy Ramsey was back in the spotlight and loved every second of it until the day she died. i fully believe Patsy knew that John was molesting and murdered JonBenet.  That is why uou see her doing most of the talking.  She was used to having an audience to captivate and boy did she pull the wool over everyone’s eyes.  I wouldn’t doubt her telling John to keep his mouth shut unless asked a question and to answer it as short and to the point as possible as to not end up incriminating himself.

This article is a theory I have come to based on all of the circumstantial evidence presented in this case.  i have studied this case closely and, despite not having a degree in any kind legal capacity, i have been studying law and the process of suspect profiling for over 6 years on my own and have learned a lot but also have a lot more to learn.  Do I feel that this case will ever be solved?  Not by the Bolder Police department, that is for sure, for whatever reasons they have.  I believe too much time has gone by and too much evidence was destroyed back when the murder occurred to solidify a slam dunk conviction.  I still believe this case could be presented to a jury and there is a great chance he would be convicted based on all the circumstantial evidence.  There are cases where a body wasn’t even found and had far less cirumstantial evidence than this case yet convictions were secured.
There is no happy ending here.  The only thing I can say is that I hope JonBenet is happy where ever she is.  That’s all…Rest Easy, JonBenet

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